rise of social media

or has it risen 

By the very fact that i have 2 instagram accounts, own a twitter account, a vine account and is severely addicted to snapchat, just to name the few social media that i go on more often, social media is a very big part of my life.

But yet again, i start asking.
Why am i telling people, some i don't even know what i'm doing or even feeling.
What need am i satisfying??
Need for attention that people around me don't give me or just a want for more attention.
Why am i not telling people around me my thoughts, instead of blabbering online.
Need for people to acknowledge my views #relatable? or just wanting to voice my own opinions, be it how insignificant that view is (i.e econs is boring to me)

Why are people using their phones more than they are cherishing time with legit people around them?
Yes, i'm a culprit of that. I do agree that there's this tendency to just fish out your phone from the pocket and scroll away.
What made me do that? WHY is there such a weird tendency?

Yet, i find it amusing when a group of people just sit there, talking and laughing, without their phones.
Amusing might not be the most appropriate adjective. It's just a thought that i would like to do that too?
And of course i have had these experiences, whereby everyone is talking laughing about nothing most of the time.
I love it when topics fly around (though sometimes it concerns the social media).

Back back back.

I feel that social media is such a dominant part of my life.
It might not be a bad thing except for the fact that i procrastinate intensively due to their existence, but nothing legitimately harmful.

I wonder if that will change.

2014

i found this in my draft how interesting. 
obviously incomplete but.....


2015 is in a few hours' time
This year has been quite a blur with me entering a brand new environment.
Making new friends, joining a new cca for the first time in like 10 years?!, the list goes on.
Grateful for this wonderful year and 2014 might be one of the best years so far. 

2014

January
'O' level results release day for me and it was heck of a nerve wreck. Ended up not getting the results i wanted and didn't really do well as compared to the rest of my sec school i suppose.

February 
New School 
Didn't got into ACJC as planned and ended up in NYJC. Orientation wasn't all that fun for me sadly. 
Chingay 2014 
It's probably the first time i've dance such a chinese-y girly dance. Though i didn't really like the dance at first, it turned out all fun and laughter cause the company made up for it!


March 

April 

May
The NYGHT
Though i didn't win shit, the friends i made there were so awesome and lovely i think i had won so much more than some stupid stash lol and ok i got food yumz which i still haven't eat finish yet ohmygod. 
(nyght post)
Birthday 
So grateful for a bunch of friends that celebrated my birthday with me :)  Best birthday hands down hopefully next year's will be better - yes i greedy -  
(birthday post) 

June 
First video 
tbh, i really really from the bottom of my heart loved the process of filming my day. Since it was in river safari, it was like normal. How i wish Singapore can be like idk uk or usa or something i think i'll get judged so badly if i'm like filming everything HAHAHAH anyways, it was so poorly filmed/ edited meh :( but it's for memory sake so i guess it doesn't matter???
(river safari)
July
Second video 
botanic gardens this time round + grandma's birthday so it was a video well worth to keep(??) 
(botanic garden)

August 
study cause promos

September 
study cause promos

October 

November 

December